Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

As per our first year marriage, we are not together on celebrating the first day of Ramadhan. Feel a bit touch at a moment. I cant really stop myself from crying during the break-fast when me n hubby make a 3G call just to see each other and assume that we are in the same location and break-fasting together...Ya Allah! why do I have to face with such test from You?....I know that each test that came from Him was to see whether do we have a strong faith on facing it...I hope I do , Ya Allah....